It appears to be that I’m caught in the midst of a great battle. The days leave me anxious for the sleep to come while the nights leave me restlessly preparing for the days ahead.
Though there’s a blackness residing above me as I write, the storm has yet to hit. It's stagnant and waiting for the right time to let out its torrential downpour. My days have felt weak and my body feels tired.
It has come to my attention that I have some very difficult choices to make as a person living on two dollars a day; which food will provide me with the most nutrition, how much of that food do I eat and when in my day should I eat? Every day when I wake up my stomach is growling. Do I satisfy my needs then and not eat for the rest of the day? Do I eat post show after not eating all day? Which of these will give me the most energy?
My purchase of toothpaste has left me starving for the past three days. Tonight was my first meal; two incredibly insufficient pieces of pizza that were no bigger than my hand, a couple of chips and a fan provided cookie.
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I'm sad to learn you're missing out on food for toothpaste; but, go damn glad you're brushing your PERFECT teeth. Keep smiling honey! -- Mama Haase --
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